Hairy Noose

Why is it so hard to wait? Oh my gawd. No, why is it so hard for you to reply? A simple yes or no would suffice. God. Why oh why. Please give me a moment so that I can rip out my hair and knit it into a noose to hang myself. 

Am I being too pushy? Too clingy? Too… Irritating? Oh god. This is karma’s doing - once again. I am becoming what I hate. Shit. I’m thinking too much. I should stop thinking. My brain needs to rest. God. My phone. Has. Not. Rung. For. The. Past. Fifteen. Minutes. Reply, me NOW.

Oh. He said no.